Locomotive

If I said that you're my friend
And our love would never end
How long before I had your trust again
I opened up the doors when it was cold outside
Hopin' that you'd find your own way in
But how can I protect you
Or try not to neglect you
When you won't take the love I have to give
I bought me an illusion
An I put it on the wall
I let it fill my head with dreams
And I had to have them all
But oh the taste is never so sweet
As what you'd believe it is-
Yeah, I let you shape me
But I feel as though you raped me
How can I forget you
Or try not to reject you
When we both know it takes time to forgive
You know I'd like to hurt you
But my conscience always tells me no
You know I tried to wake you-
I mean how long could it take you
To open up your eyes and turn the page
I tried to keep this thing
ta-gether
But the tremor tore my pad apart
Yeah I know it's hard to face
When all we've worked for's gone to waste
If love is blind I guess
I'll buy myself a cane

{Guns n' Roses}
{Alice in Wonderland~}